omg i haven't written in this thing on over a year. since then i've:
transferred schools.
done some failing in various arenas of life.
gone to europe twice. once without telling anyone.
gone to texas, again without telling anyone.
spent a good portion of my time in an altered state.
become celibate. not through choice.
before the celibacy i fucked my psych TA (which led to the transfer) and a married couple.

now i play the disaffected dyke in a bunch of mediocre university classes while anxiously surveying my female classmates, wondering when i'll next get some cooch.